You know I’ve been missing you since
the day I said hello, because it seems that you hide from me, you are so afraid
to letting yourself go, and sometimes you don’t realize that you can’t control yourself
and then, for a second there, in your eyes and in your smile I see how much you
love me, and how much you want me to be by your side, and how much you need me,
but then again, as fast as it came, it hides away.
And I try to look again into your
eyes, but you’re not looking straight at me, trying to find an excuse to talk
about something else, to look somewhere else, saying that the truth is that you
get distracted, but I fear it’s not that. And I don’t fear that you don’t love
me, not anymore, I know you do, deep inside of you, but you’re so afraid of
letting show. You don’t want to accept it neither let me know, because then you
would be vulnerable, breakable, like we all are, and you are so sensible and so
delicate, that if you don’t keep some distance, you will break, and you learned
your lesson, and you became so afraid of getting attached to things or people,
that you grew up not expecting anything, now dreaming of anyone, afraid of the
pain of another heartbreak.
But it doesn’t matter that you didn’t
go through a hundred heartbreaks, a heart can love anyway, just let me get
through your walls, little by little, and crawl there, next to your heart, and
love your heart with mine, both close together, and we will be strong together,
and they won’t break us, but not because we are not exposed to the world with
our feelings, but because we will be together, no walls to keep us safe, just
your arms around me and mine around you. Just the two of us.
